i've been so sensitive lately..
i kept thinking of things..
i'm being jealous over little things..
BUT
It makes me feel sad rather than jealous..
i don't know whether it's jealousy, sadness or whatever..
But it makes me feel so unwanted..
Like i'm not enough..
Like i'm boring..

i really wish You be angry at me..
And scold me..
For being like this..
Please don't be sad..
Or shed tears..
Just be angry.. And scold me..
i just need that maybe..
To know You do care eventhough we are friends..

i'm really Sorry..
The world would be better without me..
i hate myself for being like this..
my heart is breaking apart slowly..
That's why i'm very sensitive now..

Posted in: