Last night was a pain....
Why why why why why why why why why......
Left here all alone to writhe and rot......
I miss you so much..... But i have to resist.....
I need you now so much..... But i have to let go.....
If i ever had a wish.... I wish i was never born.....

Now......
The pain and agony is getting less.....
Though i was so emo for the day.....
Just need few more days to forget everything.....
Getting rid of this feelings and memories.....
At least.... i Don't have to endure this emotional pain anymore of being insecure.....
This pain of agony and sorrow... I can undergo.....
Adrenaline rushing... Numbing all the pain....
Another flow down my wrist....
Tears down my cheek....

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