once again... my heart falls deeply in darkness and sadness again...

i kept being strong and strong.. trying my best not to call her, sms her or msg her...

im still doing my best... i feel even if i find her again, im sure she wont be happy that im intruding into her happy life now...

so i will try best to endure this pain...

i guess im stupid for thinking we are still friends... but im me, frens are frens no matter wat... even if she dont want to be frens  anymore...

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