everyday and night... i always think the same think over again and again..
how is she... is she happy? is she much happier compare to the time with me......
its really my fault for ruining her life... i made her too sad....
i kept thinking this on and on... i kept wishing she would be happy...
and also wishing she would at least come back to me....
The happiness i had was her.... i wish my happiness could be mine again...
it is so depressing losing her.....
But i wish for her happiness...
