Saturday, November 29, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
My dear Friend...
Here i am. Tears flowing down.
I'm wearing black shirt. Black pants. Black shoe.
I'm in black. My hat, covering my eyes.
How i wish it rains now.
so that it will cover everyone tears.
God is crying for you. Everyone is.
You are my dear friend.
Death is a beautiful thing. Not ugly.
As you will not suffer in this ugly world.
You will not be sad in this world.
You will not cry in this world.
You will not feel any pain anymore.
God Love you more.
That's why he wants you to be with him early.
Your smart. Your inteligent. Your good-looking.
You can have a better life. You can succeed in life.
But now, you are beside Him.
We pray for you. We mourn for you.
As you're my Dear Friend.
Rest in Peace.
[Mood >> Crying.. Being sad..]
I'm wearing black shirt. Black pants. Black shoe.
I'm in black. My hat, covering my eyes.
How i wish it rains now.
so that it will cover everyone tears.
God is crying for you. Everyone is.
You are my dear friend.
Death is a beautiful thing. Not ugly.
As you will not suffer in this ugly world.
You will not be sad in this world.
You will not cry in this world.
You will not feel any pain anymore.
God Love you more.
That's why he wants you to be with him early.
Your smart. Your inteligent. Your good-looking.
You can have a better life. You can succeed in life.
But now, you are beside Him.
We pray for you. We mourn for you.
As you're my Dear Friend.
Rest in Peace.
[Mood >> Crying.. Being sad..]
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Our Unofficially last day of school
Today was physics paper.. Because my next paper is EST. So we damn relax today. We play alot. Eat KFC, kena cheng by Mandy.. Thx.. I feel like 'mou yi xi' lo..
Then yesterday, Howard say i look so guai chai cuz of my hair???... NOW i show u i not guai chai.
We got so high, after jumping and playing around. We start to Take pics of sex.. lolz.
Then saiful jumps on me.. Then Billy, i dint even feel much.. like so light.. Then Chun Tean Joins, but fail liao.. Tried 3 times.. Cannot.
Futhermore we still have more fun.. it was FUN FUN Fun!!
[Wei Zhen looks Childish.]
[I'M NOT A GUAI CHAI!!!! RAWR!!! PFTT!!]
[Mun Hong Short. Can u see it?]
[Jian's Sex scandal]
Cuz i screw Saiful. nvr screw him, he emo liao
Saiful so strong.. Wohoo!!
Me stronger.. Carrying 2 people -SaiFul and Billy
Trying to get a 4th person. Chun tean.. Then all fall.
[For Fun section]
Then yesterday, Howard say i look so guai chai cuz of my hair???... NOW i show u i not guai chai.
We got so high, after jumping and playing around. We start to Take pics of sex.. lolz.
Then saiful jumps on me.. Then Billy, i dint even feel much.. like so light.. Then Chun Tean Joins, but fail liao.. Tried 3 times.. Cannot.
Futhermore we still have more fun.. it was FUN FUN Fun!!
[Wei Zhen looks Childish.]
[I'M NOT A GUAI CHAI!!!! RAWR!!! PFTT!!]
[Mun Hong Short. Can u see it?]
[Jian's Sex scandal]
Cuz i screw Saiful. nvr screw him, he emo liao
Saiful so strong.. Wohoo!!
Me stronger.. Carrying 2 people -SaiFul and Billy
Trying to get a 4th person. Chun tean.. Then all fall.
[For Fun section]
Monday, November 24, 2008
Friends in need.
Went to Yin Ping house lately to have a group study. we were tired so we took a rest.
On the most Left.. She is Xiao Qi.. I cant remember her full name.. hardly talk.. Dont think i dont tok to u orh.. cuz i tot u speak mandarin, lolz..
Middle d.. Pan very cool and very Yeng is Kit Ying. She is a close friend though we met awhile cuz>> She's juz like me.. Like to Zha people.. When together.. We Zha like mad.. hahax
Most right is Yin Ping. She is a close friend that keep on teman me chat.. Me at night not much people chat lo.. Can say, most of time there for me. She angry of me b4. Bout sum matters. hahax.[Dont talk bout it le.. zzz]
On the most Left.. She is Xiao Qi.. I cant remember her full name.. hardly talk.. Dont think i dont tok to u orh.. cuz i tot u speak mandarin, lolz..
Middle d.. Pan very cool and very Yeng is Kit Ying. She is a close friend though we met awhile cuz>> She's juz like me.. Like to Zha people.. When together.. We Zha like mad.. hahax
Most right is Yin Ping. She is a close friend that keep on teman me chat.. Me at night not much people chat lo.. Can say, most of time there for me. She angry of me b4. Bout sum matters. hahax.[Dont talk bout it le.. zzz]
This is my last Emo State.
Emo's and Goth's are human too. People dont understand our feelings.So we show them physically. To us, Death is the most beautiful thing. So we go to a near death state to be happy.
-23rd November-[My last day]
But... i want to stop hating. I want to stop being sad of the past.
-23rd November-[My last day]
But... i want to stop hating. I want to stop being sad of the past.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Guys point of view
[Ermm.. saw this in one of my close friend blog. its quite meaningful. lolz]
This is very cute! And even written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'dbe utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can thinkof. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.
Girls:I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY AGUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRYDISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREATYOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance*****
> Holdin Hands- > Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. > Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once
. > Cuddling- > Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold. > Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
> Movies-> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder > Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
> Loving each other- >Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, giveher a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
> Laying below the stars- >Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on hischest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
>Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make awish about something you would like to happen Between you and yourcrush....
> guys: no grabbing!!!
This is very cute! And even written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'dbe utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can thinkof. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.
Girls:I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY AGUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRYDISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREATYOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance*****
> Holdin Hands- > Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times. > Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once
. > Cuddling- > Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold. > Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
> Movies-> Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder > Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
> Loving each other- >Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, giveher a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
> Laying below the stars- >Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on hischest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
>Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make awish about something you would like to happen Between you and yourcrush....
> guys: no grabbing!!!
The wide blue sky
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Hey you. Yeah you.
Look at me. Just look at me.
I'm no good. I suck at my life.
There's nothing I'm good at.
I never get the things i ever wanted.
No matter how i fall.
No matter how i fail.
No matter how i pleaded.
I will never get it.
But i will always get up and start moving again.
What i want?
Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because you must get it.
Here I'm standing at the mirror.
Grounding my fist. I hate my life.
One struck, i crumble into million of pieces.
I look down. Thousand of eyes look back.
The broken memories of me.
The strong gust of wind falls.
Blowing me away.
I'm hurt. I'm sad.
The way you run away.
I'm not playing.
I'm not pitying.
Hey, I'm pulling my courage.
To say i like you.
But now i don't wanna say this word.
I want to say I love you.
Love you that i can't breath.
Holding my chest. Begging for air.
Why is this so? I know that it is impossible.
What impossible? Impossible to find another you.
Your different from others. That's what makes you special.
I wanna shout out loud;
Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because I must get it.
Your the sky i want.
Oh blue sky. Your wide.
Majestic and beautiful.
Sometimes hot, sometimes cold.
You portraits thousand of cloud.
You carry the sun.
You stole my heart.
Life is never about love.
I'm moving. I'm going into war.
The war of the society.
New things, New life.
But what i want is you.
The word 'Taylor'; the word 'Tha'
One expensive. One Cheap.
My path of life is dividing.
Leading into thousand of choices.
I want to be savior of thousand.
I want to be curer of disease.
I want to be a lover too.
I wanna shout out so loud the world can hear;
Look the wide blue sky.
Catch it. Hold it. Grab it.
Don't let go. Jump towards it.
It freedom of life.
It's hard to get.
Suck it up.
Because I must get it.
Your the sky i want.
There's only one sky.
I love the wide blue sky.
I love you too.
'Even though I'm not that good in love. I will try to make you happy. I really love you for real'
Monday, November 17, 2008
lately a lot had happen. now i'm uncertain and confuse..
If you dont trust me, give me some time.. Let me adjust myself, sorting out my feelings. I really like you for who you are.
this post is a proof that i'm not playing and not pity love. After Spm over. Give me a chance. Because i know there wont be another you out there in the world. there's only one you. and i like you.
If you dont trust me, give me some time.. Let me adjust myself, sorting out my feelings. I really like you for who you are.
this post is a proof that i'm not playing and not pity love. After Spm over. Give me a chance. Because i know there wont be another you out there in the world. there's only one you. and i like you.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Random post.
i saw suki put this on his PM.
"Everything in this world has its price, and i know i am very expensive!"
as what we usual close fren say.. "YI WAI HAI!! LOL"
with adding of my cold joke.
"i'm Priceless"
To jiun and gang..
they know y i called myself Mr. Priceless.. LOL
"Everything in this world has its price, and i know i am very expensive!"
as what we usual close fren say.. "YI WAI HAI!! LOL"
with adding of my cold joke.
"i'm Priceless"
To jiun and gang..
they know y i called myself Mr. Priceless.. LOL
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Beware!!
Beware of her.. her driving is quite dangerous.. i'm scared of her liao.. but nvm la.. since she lend me car.. let her drive... teachin her a bit bit.. lolz
we went yamcha again.. 11 ringgit.. T_T.. they keep zha me like fuck when i told them bout one of my ex.. Y?? i cannot y???!!! BLEK!! =P its my life.. she's not my type.. live with it.. hahax.. sorry.. not angry.. say for fun..
Miracle happens.. Fate let us met again. but....
In older post i wrote..
i wont disturb you until u forgive me. tell me. and i will talk to you again. T_T. hahax. Dont think i hate you because i dont care, look and talk to you. =D
I'm sorry.. and.. i have limits too.. juz... dont make me giving up to get us back as good frenz again.. or i will juz fuck it. -.-lll
Damn Saving..
Drove my mom and myself to see Tuk. use damn little petrol only.. To and from shah alam. use damn little.. hohoho
