I was baking Oatmeal cookie.. The best cookie that i ever tasted.. YUM YUM~
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
[The courage to be alive
An entrusted future
The strength that everyone gave me
Trust in love.]
Love, i got to feel it.
If you put your trust in me.
I know what my life would be.
Oh, you are all i ever need.
I try to hear what you say.
So i pray. but you're fading away.
Don't go and break my fragile heart.
we won't fall apart.
'cause you're my only star.
I wonder why my tears come at night.
Calling you so like a little child.
All the things you have in mind.
I wish i could see your insides.
my love, you've got to feel it.
And if we put our trust in you and me.
You know what our love would be.
Oh, you are the one i believe.
[Crying.. Hand shaking.. Heart breaking.. Gasping for air]
Ef - A tale of memories(Season 1)
Ef - A tale of melodies(Season 2)
Something that's worth to watch..
An entrusted future
The strength that everyone gave me
Trust in love.]
Love, i got to feel it.
If you put your trust in me.
I know what my life would be.
Oh, you are all i ever need.
I try to hear what you say.
So i pray. but you're fading away.
Don't go and break my fragile heart.
we won't fall apart.
'cause you're my only star.
I wonder why my tears come at night.
Calling you so like a little child.
All the things you have in mind.
I wish i could see your insides.
my love, you've got to feel it.
And if we put our trust in you and me.
You know what our love would be.
Oh, you are the one i believe.
[Crying.. Hand shaking.. Heart breaking.. Gasping for air]
Ef - A tale of memories(Season 1)
Ef - A tale of melodies(Season 2)
Something that's worth to watch..
Warum. Warum. Warum. Warum. Warum. Warum.
Why?
Why are you there?
Why do you stand there so boldly?
Why do you look into my eyes?
Why do you listen to my voice?
Why are you before me?
Why do you talk to me?
Why do you follow me around?
Why do you try to meddle in my affairs?
Why won't you leave me alone?
Why did you and i meet?
Why did you get to know me?
Why did you appear before me?
Why are you so attached to me?
Why do you laugh?
Why are you so meddlesome?
Why are you in such a good mood?
Why are you so cheerful?
Why don't you cry?
Why are you so bright?
Why do you seem to have fun?
Why do you look at everything?
Why do you know everything?
Why do you forgive everything?
Why are you happy about everything?
Why do you make me worry?
Why do you shake me?
Why do you make me lost?
Why are you interested in me?
Why do you make me suffer?
Why do you condemn me?
Why do you make fun of me?
Why do you trample all over me?
Why do you taunt me?
Why do you break me apart?
Why do you tear me apart?
Why do you beat me up?
Why can't you forgive me?
Why can't you understand me?
Why do you make me cry?
Why do you give me hope?
WHY DO YOU BRING ME TO DESPAIR?
WHY DO YOU PRESSURE ME?
WHY DO YOU TRAP ME?
WHY DO YOU DISTURB MY SOUL?
Why? Why? WHY? WHY?!?!
Why don't you leave already?
Why are you still there?
Why.... Do you exist?
Why are you there?
Why do you stand there so boldly?
Why do you look into my eyes?
Why do you listen to my voice?
Why are you before me?
Why do you talk to me?
Why do you follow me around?
Why do you try to meddle in my affairs?
Why won't you leave me alone?
Why did you and i meet?
Why did you get to know me?
Why did you appear before me?
Why are you so attached to me?
Why do you laugh?
Why are you so meddlesome?
Why are you in such a good mood?
Why are you so cheerful?
Why don't you cry?
Why are you so bright?
Why do you seem to have fun?
Why do you look at everything?
Why do you know everything?
Why do you forgive everything?
Why are you happy about everything?
Why do you make me worry?
Why do you shake me?
Why do you make me lost?
Why are you interested in me?
Why do you make me suffer?
Why do you condemn me?
Why do you make fun of me?
Why do you trample all over me?
Why do you taunt me?
Why do you break me apart?
Why do you tear me apart?
Why do you beat me up?
Why can't you forgive me?
Why can't you understand me?
Why do you make me cry?
Why do you give me hope?
WHY DO YOU BRING ME TO DESPAIR?
WHY DO YOU PRESSURE ME?
WHY DO YOU TRAP ME?
WHY DO YOU DISTURB MY SOUL?
Why? Why? WHY? WHY?!?!
Why don't you leave already?
Why are you still there?
Why.... Do you exist?
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Mask?
A part of a mask will become a part who you really are..
Human carry many masks.
As the number of experience and age increase, the number of mask increases rapidly..
That's the toppings of life.
Then how many mask do i have? I asked myself. I told myself.
Just a brush on my face, i change my mask..
Human carry many masks.
As the number of experience and age increase, the number of mask increases rapidly..
That's the toppings of life.
Then how many mask do i have? I asked myself. I told myself.
Just a brush on my face, i change my mask..
Monday, December 15, 2008
Problems arise.
Shit.. i dont have enuff money to spend on you.. Asked my mom to giv me money, she suddenly say"i giv u the 200 not enuff r? Where am i to search for another Rm300"(i ask her to give me advance cash>the 200 from my salary next month..)
When i ask about my savings, Rm900(for 3 months dint go out and diet like shit)
Suddenly become Rm400. Ask where my money go, she say tht i used it for paying the license fees..
-Self Talking*-
Ei.. You took the money from my allowance on June(L license)
You took the money from my allowance on September and October(P License)
Where's my other Rm 500 from The earlier month from From February, march.. April i got use cuz my birthday. July?(used abit), August?
[I know i have Rm 900 in my savings, cuz i dint use it at all.. She now say that i use the savings to pay for License fee. But you took the money from my monthly allowance not my savings.]
Sudenly she say that she used it to pay for my Singapore Trip.. Wow.. Lie to me bout the license la, blame me la.. Now only tell Me the truth that u used it to pay my Sing Trip.
November i use Rm 250 only.. i dint even ask u to giv me Rm50..
-Her common excuse-
Now you're gonna say "I must give you money one meh?, Now you working already you should give us allowance back"
Few days ago ask about my savings, she complain>> no nid save money r? when we die where to get money to cremate us.(its my money le, not to cremate you)
Then i told her about this.
Well Back to topic
"arent parents suppose to give their child money to use de meh" i think.. Then i think again" Yeala i know you no money, cuz u always think no money then no money come la.. Its the law of attraction"-From The Secret-
Last time always say to me "I dont want anything from you, I just want you to get good result for me." At least i dint fail more than 2 subject le.. What else u want orh.. I study so hard for SPM, u say i dint study at all. As if you keep looking at me when i study. >>as if i will let u see me study.
Now i want do wat i want you complain. B4 spm say "i Dont care what you want to do after spm, i want you to study hard now" >> go out at night also complain..
Currently i have Rm 30++ only.. So.. I need to postpone the dinner when i get my salary by nxt month.. Sorry.. If you dont mind..
Things to get.
Suprise present for Mille(guess please.) =D
Christmas Present for 4? 3?
-Special one(who suddenly turn from free thinker to christian on christmas>Buta-chan)
-2 good frenz
-good frenz's fren?(nid r?)
But do you wanna go out for movie? =D
When i ask about my savings, Rm900(for 3 months dint go out and diet like shit)
Suddenly become Rm400. Ask where my money go, she say tht i used it for paying the license fees..
-Self Talking*-
Ei.. You took the money from my allowance on June(L license)
You took the money from my allowance on September and October(P License)
Where's my other Rm 500 from The earlier month from From February, march.. April i got use cuz my birthday. July?(used abit), August?
[I know i have Rm 900 in my savings, cuz i dint use it at all.. She now say that i use the savings to pay for License fee. But you took the money from my monthly allowance not my savings.]
Sudenly she say that she used it to pay for my Singapore Trip.. Wow.. Lie to me bout the license la, blame me la.. Now only tell Me the truth that u used it to pay my Sing Trip.
November i use Rm 250 only.. i dint even ask u to giv me Rm50..
-Her common excuse-
Now you're gonna say "I must give you money one meh?, Now you working already you should give us allowance back"
Few days ago ask about my savings, she complain>> no nid save money r? when we die where to get money to cremate us.(its my money le, not to cremate you)
Then i told her about this.
Well Back to topic
"arent parents suppose to give their child money to use de meh" i think.. Then i think again" Yeala i know you no money, cuz u always think no money then no money come la.. Its the law of attraction"-From The Secret-
Last time always say to me "I dont want anything from you, I just want you to get good result for me." At least i dint fail more than 2 subject le.. What else u want orh.. I study so hard for SPM, u say i dint study at all. As if you keep looking at me when i study. >>as if i will let u see me study.
Now i want do wat i want you complain. B4 spm say "i Dont care what you want to do after spm, i want you to study hard now" >> go out at night also complain..
Currently i have Rm 30++ only.. So.. I need to postpone the dinner when i get my salary by nxt month.. Sorry.. If you dont mind..
Things to get.
Suprise present for Mille(guess please.) =D
Christmas Present for 4? 3?
-Special one(who suddenly turn from free thinker to christian on christmas>Buta-chan)
-2 good frenz
-good frenz's fren?(nid r?)
But do you wanna go out for movie? =D
Wow.. today juz came back and rest.. Wanted to blog. suddenly someone call me.. it was howard!! He call me out of a sudden.. and say "ei want go out makan.." i was huh? er.. ok.. He suddenly say, "i'm outside ur house now.. come out quick"
So short story>> he come my house and suddenly giv me this.. CLAsSIC!!
So short story>> he come my house and suddenly giv me this.. CLAsSIC!!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Gratitude
A post just for you.. Seriously thanks for helping me.. your a very good friend and a hard to find 1 too. Please and thank you.. Sleep early and wake up early tomolo orh.. Sorry that u nid to go in the place of me tomolo..I will pay you back Next Month.. This post is the prove..
THANKS ALOT!!
1ST thing in my life..
Wow.. today i experience a lot of 1st time experience in my life.. Except sex of course..
An experience that is secret to public.. Dont spread it seriously.. =.= not of fish(Yu)
My parents frenz might read this blog.. lolz
Hmm.. My 1st prom night. And going to prom with a leng lui.. >>Yin Ping..
My 1st time kena road block.. LOL.. Nothing happen.. Me and my prom date, Yin Ping damn cool..(no panic)
At 1st fetching her back d.. when almost reach her house.. then kena road block liao.. and they let other car go.. BUT NOT MINE
He look at me.. ask me for IC.. BTW.. my IC spoil last 2 months ago.. i lied saying recently spoil..
Then a lot car at the back.. the police ask me to go to the side.. Then ask me come out wor.. nvr ask my prom date come d.. sob sob..
His 1st word was "wa. Awak ni betul 17 ke? macam 20-an sajer"
i told him.. really 17 la.. y u say me so old d.. swt.. but i used to it liao people call me old looking..
Then he ask where i going, where i come from.. he though i come from disco.. Lucky i still got prom ticket as prove.. Then he ask my age again, her age, personal stuff la.. Both of us chatting and gigling. 3 of us smile at each another only..
He ask me to take everything out from my pocket.. I took everything out.. And the most fish(yu) is Yin Ping ask me to hold all the luminated sticks.. like 30++ sticks la..(i think)
She laugh like mad.. The police say. "Tengok awek awak, ketawa awak sajer.."
I was kinda blurr that time.. when got in the car only know why she laugh..
After he search through me.. I say to him. "waa.. abang, check saya tak check perempuan saya de" He laugh and go check her lo.. Then he ask for IC, Yin Ping ask him back"nak check P license saya tak?" Then the police reply. " wa dua orang pun ader license, (cannot hear)"
So that's all.. He just let me off.. Oya they dont really check ur alcohol level by breath 1st.. its ur eyes.. he ask me look at him, then he shone the torchlight into my eyes.. And he Body check me(harrass me) hahax.. jkjk.. police!! dont catch me for saying harrass..
An experience that is secret to public.. Dont spread it seriously.. =.= not of fish(Yu)
My parents frenz might read this blog.. lolz
Hmm.. My 1st prom night. And going to prom with a leng lui.. >>Yin Ping..
My 1st time kena road block.. LOL.. Nothing happen.. Me and my prom date, Yin Ping damn cool..(no panic)
At 1st fetching her back d.. when almost reach her house.. then kena road block liao.. and they let other car go.. BUT NOT MINE
He look at me.. ask me for IC.. BTW.. my IC spoil last 2 months ago.. i lied saying recently spoil..
Then a lot car at the back.. the police ask me to go to the side.. Then ask me come out wor.. nvr ask my prom date come d.. sob sob..
His 1st word was "wa. Awak ni betul 17 ke? macam 20-an sajer"
i told him.. really 17 la.. y u say me so old d.. swt.. but i used to it liao people call me old looking..
Then he ask where i going, where i come from.. he though i come from disco.. Lucky i still got prom ticket as prove.. Then he ask my age again, her age, personal stuff la.. Both of us chatting and gigling. 3 of us smile at each another only..
He ask me to take everything out from my pocket.. I took everything out.. And the most fish(yu) is Yin Ping ask me to hold all the luminated sticks.. like 30++ sticks la..(i think)
She laugh like mad.. The police say. "Tengok awek awak, ketawa awak sajer.."
I was kinda blurr that time.. when got in the car only know why she laugh..
After he search through me.. I say to him. "waa.. abang, check saya tak check perempuan saya de" He laugh and go check her lo.. Then he ask for IC, Yin Ping ask him back"nak check P license saya tak?" Then the police reply. " wa dua orang pun ader license, (cannot hear)"
So that's all.. He just let me off.. Oya they dont really check ur alcohol level by breath 1st.. its ur eyes.. he ask me look at him, then he shone the torchlight into my eyes.. And he Body check me(harrass me) hahax.. jkjk.. police!! dont catch me for saying harrass..
Prom Night
Prom was awesome.. I imagine those standing.. chatting.. dancing(slow song)..
But in the end it was rocking.. Dancing performance by few crew. Eating high class food..(somehow i prefer commoners food) Take few pics.. But sadly.. during the game time.. both of us was seriously bored.. then we went out to walk.. waiting for the anouncement for Prom king and Prom Queen was too long.. When my prom date answer her call, then only the dance floor open.. zzz Sienzz.. About the food.. It was alrite.. I told Yin Ping, my prom date.. i can cook better(Yi WAI!! HAI!~) lolz.. in three months ++ i think
BTW!!! CONGRATS MANDY AND WEI ZHEN FOR BEING NOMINATED BEST COUPLE AWARD!!! WOHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!
Wei Zhong as Prom King(expected liao d) and Isabell as Prom queen(still got who can be orh.. expected hell lots)
Here's my prom date. Leng leh? Of course leng la.. My prom date ma..
Taking Picture together..[Clothings - Formal style]
Wow.. The Dessert.. Forgot to take the food before this..
We dance together..
Again take pics.. this was after everything.. we sat there to chat.. and rest of course[Clothings - Wild Formal Style(Clubbing)]
=D
Take at christmas tree..
This is the happy moment of my life.. But i miss you too much to have fun with my prom date.
Would you like to go out for dinner with me, Camille?
But in the end it was rocking.. Dancing performance by few crew. Eating high class food..(somehow i prefer commoners food) Take few pics.. But sadly.. during the game time.. both of us was seriously bored.. then we went out to walk.. waiting for the anouncement for Prom king and Prom Queen was too long.. When my prom date answer her call, then only the dance floor open.. zzz Sienzz.. About the food.. It was alrite.. I told Yin Ping, my prom date.. i can cook better(Yi WAI!! HAI!~) lolz.. in three months ++ i think
BTW!!! CONGRATS MANDY AND WEI ZHEN FOR BEING NOMINATED BEST COUPLE AWARD!!! WOHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!
Wei Zhong as Prom King(expected liao d) and Isabell as Prom queen(still got who can be orh.. expected hell lots)
Here's my prom date. Leng leh? Of course leng la.. My prom date ma..
Taking Picture together..[Clothings - Formal style]
Wow.. The Dessert.. Forgot to take the food before this..
We dance together..
Again take pics.. this was after everything.. we sat there to chat.. and rest of course[Clothings - Wild Formal Style(Clubbing)]
=D
Take at christmas tree..
This is the happy moment of my life.. But i miss you too much to have fun with my prom date.
Would you like to go out for dinner with me, Camille?
