My mind is clouded and shrouded. I'm worrying too much and thinking too much...
I really wish I just throw away my heart, empty it until there is darkness lying there because I do not want to feel this pain in my heart... I do not want to control, force or manipulate her...
The sadness is so unbearable and I have to grasp my chest hard so it would hurt my skin and bleed to ignore the pain in my chest... But to me, she is much more important... I wish for her happiness and her freedom over mine... Because she is much more important than I am... I', sacrificing myself, my heart, my happiness just for her...

Just to see her sweet smile...
Because I Love Her So Much...



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