I love u so much.. That i have to let u go.. For ur own happiness..

But i will forget everything that ever happen..

I will erase this feeling i ever had..

In the end.. We should never have been together..

At last i made u realize that guilt..

In the end.. Y do i need to sacrifice myself again..

I never been pulled out from that sorrowful darkness..

And now I Love'd you

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This Freaking Rocks

OMFG this is nice..


This nothing much

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All About Her..

Well.. I'm so bored.. and i feel like my blog dying..
So i wanna post my Leng Lui Best Friend Here..

Sexy and Elegant Style

Cute Princess Style..
Sweet And Demure Style..
Make Up.. =D

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Free Neck Exercise

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DBSK - Stand By U

Since that day you left without saying goodbye
sights and smells of this town feel strange
We made promises, I wanted to be everything to you
But they were not kept, they become memories

When you cried alone, if I had flown straight to you
Would you still be beside me?
If I could I’d say it again, I love you
Now the words of how I feel for you cannot touch you

Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

My feelings unchanged
I'm just thinking of you

I remember your back, your tied-up hair
Repeatedly mistaking someone else for you, until they look back
Every time my phone rings, I expect it will be you
I suffer all day

I lied saying I would forget you, I only really want to remember
Acting like I don't care, I don't need this anymore
I do not feel happy without you
Tears fall, although I try my best they will not stop immediately

Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

So now I'm so alone, calling your name
CM: I do not and can not accept this sadness
But I have no other choice

I seemed to see you shining here
But that time can never come back
Whatever happens, whatever I lose
I never want to forget loving you

Wondering where you are, and with who
What you dream of, why you smile
Right here, even now I’m still here
I believe that some day I can meet you

My feelings unchanged
I'm just thinking of you
My feelings unchanged
I'm just thinking of you

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OMG!! MONSTER!!

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Memories..

The reason why i'm active during 8th to 12th month writing story..
It's because things happens around this months.. So i cant do anything else but keep thinking.. The thoughts is written into story..

I care bout you.. But i cant just bear seeing you doing mistake.. I cant bear seeing u as my past self.. If you keep missing.. If you keep thinking.. If keep getting sad.. Over something that had happen.. That sounds stupid..

Dont be angry because i call you stupid.. I was stupid too.. I kept being sad.. In the end what? i became an emo.. I tried killing myself.. I tried hurting myself.. For wat? Just because of her?
Now i'm asking you.. Y are sad? Because of Him? get over already.. He is just a past.. you already have someone and you are still missing him?
Look In FRONT!! STOP LOOKING BACK!!!!

Why i cant show you pity.. Why i cant give you my caring?
Because i threw them away..
For 3 Fucking years.. I have to hear her talking bout her crush..
For 3 Fucking years.. I waited for her..
For 3 Fucking years.. I solve her problem..
For 3 Fucking years.. I comfort her..
For 3 Fucking years.. I care and listen to her..
FOR 3 FUCKING YEARS.. I LOVE'D HER
And in the end..
For a Fucking "LESS THAN 24 HOURS" I got Threw AWAY!!
You should know what happen.. U read tht story..

And now hearing you complaining.. He breaks up because he got tired..
I dont think you should really Care bout it!!
WAKE UP!!

I WROTE THIS BECAUSE I CARE!!
Wihtout my Close Friends, Suzuki, Howard, Gramps, Yin Ping, Kit Ying, Li Shan, Stef, Alex bro..
I Wont be here anymore..
So now I'm Here Trying to wake you up..
HATE ME IF YOU WANT!!

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I had to run some errand on one day..
I rush home from college to get the money at home..
Then rush to Maluri.. Thinking awhile.. y not i go over my High School for awhile..
Went there.. see familiar face.. Talk awhile then get ready to make my IC




I had to renew my IC because my chip was chipped off. This happen because during SPM trial i forgotten to take my IC out from the pocket.. then it went into the washing machine.. The next day, my IC was Bend at the side..
The Chip couldnt be used anymore.. I just got this new IC few days ago.. and now i had to change again? so i din't went out to change it..

Last week, i had to make my DEBIT Card. They need my IC to make it.. So i cant make it..
I'm here today to make my IC..
After going through small procedure, giving RM10 then i left..
Just 5 mins, Yin Ping Called me..

She invited me to go yamcha at Old Town..
Slight problem on the phone.. hahax. she kept saying Old Town taman Midah..
I couldn't hear.. she repeated 5 times.. hahahax
She was so clumsy tht time.. She spilled her drink.. Her eye yolk.. Her sister was scared of her.. LOL..

After that we went to her house.. I wanted to rest awhile.. Then she ajak me to play Badminton.. we played til 7pm..
Then she fetch me back to her house with my car.. =D
right after i sat down on the couch.. i felt so tired..
I was thinking, whether to go dodgeball tournament or not..
But i was going to see how they play only..
Then i gave up.. dint go.. Watch the Michael Jackson Memorial.. After few mins.. i doze off.. Then her sis woke me up because she dint know i fall asleep..
Yin Ping ask me whether wanna eat here or not..
In the end i eat there..
Then i went home.. =D

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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
My cute lil chubby mui is back!!!

Woots... I miss her so muchiesssss.... I kept staring at you because i really wanna pinch u so hard.. wakakakaka... Ur cheeks will be mine to pinch!! RAWR!!!
My another mui.. keep on sms-ing only.. LOLz
My Kai Jie.. She left me a bite mark.. >"< Woots!!


I'm poking her!!!. XD
NOOO!!! Dont cry.. i wont poke you.. I must RESIST!!!..
Ah i give up... Poke..

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2 weeks ago.. my car had some problem.. so i had to send it for maintenance..

Look at how many people are working on one car.. Quality.. =D

The place were i had my car get maintainence
LOOK AT THE RIMS>.<



The tai ko there..
My engine

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I'm a freaky cutie with a sexy smile who shot a glass of milk because that's how i roll.

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[x]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[x]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on :
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[x]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on :
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[x]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color/kind of the shirt you are wearing :
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because i'm sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[x]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

I'm a freaky cutie with a sexy smile who shot a glass of milk because that's how i roll.

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Missa Rabell

A warm breeze of wind lands on my ice cold cheek. The vast black charcoal sky above me filled with twinkling stars. Colourful stars below the mountain I’m on. I feel amazed at how life is such a wonderful place. From a distance, a couple is sharing their warmth right under a tree. On the left, Small kids walking fast full of excitement. Their parents give a sweet and warm smile. A salary man is sipping a cup of hot drink after a tiring day.

I felt jealous. I felt rage. I felt sorrow. I felt loneliness.
I lost my inspiration. I lost my will to share. I lost my will to think. I lost my will to walk. I lost my will to live. I’m here alone. Knowing there’s no one out there for me. Who would want a useless person? Who would want a lifeless person? Who would want me?

Have you felt completely lost? Have you felt complete sorrow? Have you undergo the feelings of hopeless? Have you lost something dear to you? Have you tainted your hand? Have you felt pure hatred?
My legs feel tired. My eyes are swollen. My chest hurts. My body feels cold. My….. A strong gust of wind blew right through me. I lift both my hands high. I flap my wings. My aim was the sky. Though my wings are broken, I flap it as hard as I go. I can close my eyes. Hearing the blaze of wind. A sudden thud. Siren. At the end, white sound….
A warm breeze of wind lands on my ice cold cheek. The vast black charcoal sky above me filled with twinkling stars. Colourful stars below the mountain I’m on. I feel amazed at how life is such a wonderful place. From a distance, a couple is sharing their warmth right under a tree. On the left, Small kids walking fast full of excitement. Their parents give a sweet and warm smile. A salary man is sipping a cup of hot drink after a tiring day.

I felt jealous. I felt rage. I felt sorrow. I felt loneliness.
I lost my inspiration. I lost my will to share. I lost my will to think. I lost my will to walk. I lost my will to live. I’m here alone. Knowing there’s no one out there for me. Who would want a useless person? Who would want a lifeless person? Who would want me?

Have you felt completely lost? Have you felt complete sorrow? Have you undergo the feelings of hopeless? Have you lost something dear to you? Have you tainted your hand? Have you felt pure hatred?
My legs feel tired. My eyes are swollen. My chest hurts. My body feels cold. My….. A strong gust of wind blew right through me. I lift both my hands high. I flap my wings. My aim was the sky. Though my wings are broken, I flap it as hard as I go. I can close my eyes. Hearing the blaze of wind. A sudden thud. Siren. At the end, white sound….

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