Sunday, February 21, 2010

i lost one of my beloved hobby... a part time job and hobby to me...
thanks to few people...
thank you very much...

300++ views per week drop to 70+- view per week...
FML

lately... i've been thinking about another problem i had...
it seems... i feel... is it there?
have i lost a good friend?

well.. after what suki told me..."people do move on..."
i said.. yea i know... but it's still sad...
when you had so much fun together... and the gap starts to get wider...
and wider and wider until there is no more chatting...
there's no more going out... so many difference...
i thought... people change so much easily...
even i know i change too...

and i'm stronger than before...
i dont get emo easily as i do last time...
i can stand by my own...
but i still cant get used to the loneliness...
so i always sms or msn people randomly or continously...
that might make me an annoying person right?
since last year february 2009... only one person continously chat with me and tried cheering me up... even though sometimes, i'm busy and i cant reply...
only she always find me... when i dont find her... only she is there when no one's there... there's a large difference with me and her... but i can only treat her as a family... and she know that fact too... because we are real blood family...

i'm mature enough not to cross the boundary... and created a large boundary...
i always remember this when i chat with her...
somebody got angry and jealous over her because i sms with her...
i know i'm wrong for sms-ing her during class but not someone... but... there can never be anything between me and her...

i change topic easily... sadly or happily that's me...
and i just found out today... because of my money, transport problem... one of my friend said i'm not out going enough... i laugh right out of the bat...

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Suddenly i heard my collegue making noise.. i was wondering wat's happening.. seems they saw Namewee/ Huang Ming Zhi...

The stupid thing was i forgot his name and remember his face..
i juz called.. ei, leng zhai.. can take picture a?
LOL


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Damn hey
I know you ain't tryna hear me out but
There's a couple of things I wanna get off my chest
Listen...

I know sometimes you wonder when I'm not there
You feel frustrated thinking that I don't care
Cause I don't, answer my phone
I don't, return your call
I don't, do all the things
That I, once did before
It's just the way I am, let me assure you
Baby nothing could be further from the truth
Sometimes I, be working late
Cause I, gotta write that song
Don't be, too quick to judge(you can)
That somethings wrong
I know I shouldve spend more time
That was my mistake
Girl I don't wanna change your mind
But before you go

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Baby understand I never meant to hurt you
And I realized the way that I mistreat you
I'm thinking of all the things, that I could've done
Shouldve, made you believe, that, you were the one
To see you walk away caught me by suprise
I guess you meant more to me than I realized
I wish, I could go back but, what's done is done
So now I guess it's times that we try to move on
I know I shouldve been right there
That was my mistake
Girl I ain't tryna change your mind
I know it's much too late

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

I thought I needed time and space
But seeing you walk away
Has made me realize this isnt
How it was supposed to be... ya yeaa

As I'm sitting here alone writing this song
Tryna figure out what the hell went wrong
I remember how we used to be baby
And everything I did that would drive you crazy
I would stay out all night
You go left and I go right
To the studio for confessionals
Sitting right by another fight
You were right
Yes I learned, did like usher and let it burn
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Make you wanna stand three little words
Looking back, it was just that easy
I'm not saying this so that you won't leave me
I just hope you hear the song and believe me

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man

Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
All I ever wanted, was you to stay
And before you up and leave
I just need you to see
Losing you was not a part of the plan
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away
And before you go
Just let me say, I'm sorry I could'ntbe that boy
But please believe
All I wanted was...
All I wanted was to be your man

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Anyone interested in buying phone?
Only available in Malaysia
give me a call...
0163719335
every price is negotiable.. Dont too low until i rugi... if i say rugi for me... I'M SERIOUS...
I can throw in some add-ons too...
if the phone is too old.. we dont have in stock...
same goes to new stock...

I'm working at Sungai Wang, phone shop, G floor nearby famous Amos, Currently between Celcom Dealer and Maxis Dealer, In front of a jewelry shop...

LOOK FOR ME, "JIAN"

Official maxis dealer...
1 year Waranty for every model...



Hey everyone, I receive this Forward email from my sweetheart and i thought it's something worth for me to share.
Do read!

What is this? Already merdeka 50 tahun got this thing still happen?

Forwarded message

Hello everyone. I have some interesting news.
I was in Pizza Hut (Sunway Pyramid) yesterday and suddenly my friend showed me the bill.
The bill contains normal things la (number of person, bill. number and what is ordered). But, what shocked me is that they had space called ' RACE ' .I guess since we were all wearing tudung, they labeled us as 0, which means MALAY. Later, when we went to pay…we had no service charge and no tax charge.
Still in shock, I peeped into another bill in the counter. In that bill, under the race space, it was labeled as C (which I guess means Chinese). That bill had service and tax charges!!!
I started investigating. One of my Sri Lankan friends was labeled as Indian it seems and she also had to pay service and tax charges a few weeks back. What I ' m wondering is that…does anyone know about this? I find it rather strange that they charge service and tax charge using race in Pizza Hut, out of all the places!
WE SHOULD NOT GO EAT AT PIZZA HUT!


Well what do you know, Pizza hut is doing this kind of thing to us huh.
Maybe we should take a look at our bill next time if we ever buy anything at Pizza Hut.
That's all folks, See yaa!

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