i just found out i twisted my left ankle too.. LOL...
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Disappointment
This pics.. Bit funny.. LOLZ...
Hmm... Well where to start this topic...
Well... Like people say... What count the most is the heart...
You go all the trouble just to get something that does no cost much...
The important thing most is the thought, the will, the time spend...
But when someone doesn't appreciates the stuff... It really leaves a deep emotional scar... LOL...
I remember, i used to go all the trouble finding something really nice... Walking around the whole mall... Thinking what would that person like... Even on really low expense... I ask parents for extra money... Since i got no more savings.... Just to buy that really special sumthing....
But i dont really remember it anymore... For whom.. or What i bought.....
Rather i dont wanna remember it... LOL...
When you give something to someone....
And really hope them to appreciates it....
When they dont use it... It would be a little depressing...
But when they dont keep it good condition...
Wow.. That really hurts...
Hahax...
Hmm... Well where to start this topic...
Well... Like people say... What count the most is the heart...
You go all the trouble just to get something that does no cost much...
The important thing most is the thought, the will, the time spend...
But when someone doesn't appreciates the stuff... It really leaves a deep emotional scar... LOL...
I remember, i used to go all the trouble finding something really nice... Walking around the whole mall... Thinking what would that person like... Even on really low expense... I ask parents for extra money... Since i got no more savings.... Just to buy that really special sumthing....
But i dont really remember it anymore... For whom.. or What i bought.....
Rather i dont wanna remember it... LOL...
When you give something to someone....
And really hope them to appreciates it....
When they dont use it... It would be a little depressing...
But when they dont keep it good condition...
Wow.. That really hurts...
Hahax...
9/9/09
Wooooo!!! I'm Rich In
Fucking pain......
I dont Even know what happen...
My Left leg hurts so fucking fucking damn alot....
Can't stand properly even...
At Bathroom stand there enduring pain for 30mins...
Then At room wear clothes... Almost died.. Cause almost fall and hit my head on sharp end of my cupboard....
Really wanted not to go college....
But in The end go....
From last time till now... Never complain to parents at all...
Even when i got high fever... i pretend nothing happen... Do stuff... Want faint jor...
But they found out when i started to vomit and i fall asleep on their bed(since it's nxt to the bathroom) Closer than my room...
I was shaking like mad even with the fan on...
Well.. Went to college like normal..
Walking around.. Pretending it's nothing...
Now i'm sitting on this fucking chair... Can't move much....
Cuz will get very painful cramp....
I think last night kena cramp... Lasted for more than 2 mins...
Fucking pain......
I dont Even know what happen...
My Left leg hurts so fucking fucking damn alot....
Can't stand properly even...
At Bathroom stand there enduring pain for 30mins...
Then At room wear clothes... Almost died.. Cause almost fall and hit my head on sharp end of my cupboard....
Really wanted not to go college....
But in The end go....
From last time till now... Never complain to parents at all...
Even when i got high fever... i pretend nothing happen... Do stuff... Want faint jor...
But they found out when i started to vomit and i fall asleep on their bed(since it's nxt to the bathroom) Closer than my room...
I was shaking like mad even with the fan on...
Well.. Went to college like normal..
Walking around.. Pretending it's nothing...
Now i'm sitting on this fucking chair... Can't move much....
Cuz will get very painful cramp....
I think last night kena cramp... Lasted for more than 2 mins...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
CAMBASTARD!!!
Alrite... For so damn long i nvr taken much pichas of myself...
Here's some... I miss wearing aristrocat and Formal...
And I Tried the Hat(Aristrocat).. It still sucks.. Cuz iz so damn small for my Large Head...
[OutGoing...]
Tee's
Black coat
Cap
Leather Jacket
damn old jacket(raincoat) LOL
[After Party Formal...]
Stripe dark Reddish shirt..
Red NeckTie..
Black Coat
White shirt
Black Coat
[Formal...]
Black white tie
White Shirt
Black Coat
Black Tie...
~The Star of the Day~
I believe none of my friends from College know this side of me....
Well Here it is...
I Love Wearing Formal The Most...
But it's impossible for me to wear it when:-
Going to college
Go Leisure Mall
Go Pavillion(Later people think i'm The Pavillion Mall Cop]
Go Sg. Wang
Go Times Square
I wore this to prom...
Wore this For MUN Conference...
And At home for fun.. =D
Do You Want To Go Prom With Me?
This Phrase is for fun only
Here's some... I miss wearing aristrocat and Formal...
And I Tried the Hat(Aristrocat).. It still sucks.. Cuz iz so damn small for my Large Head...
[OutGoing...]
Tee's
Black coat
Cap
Leather Jacket
damn old jacket(raincoat) LOL[After Party Formal...]Stripe dark Reddish shirt..
Red NeckTie..
Black Coat
White shirtBlack Coat
[Formal...]Black white tie
White Shirt
Black Coat
Black Tie...
~The Star of the Day~
I believe none of my friends from College know this side of me....
Well Here it is...
I Love Wearing Formal The Most...
But it's impossible for me to wear it when:-
Going to college
Go Leisure Mall
Go Pavillion(Later people think i'm The Pavillion Mall Cop]
Go Sg. Wang
Go Times Square
I wore this to prom...
Wore this For MUN Conference...
And At home for fun.. =D
Do You Want To Go Prom With Me?
This Phrase is for fun only
Monday, September 7, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
YAY~!!! My Kai Mui is Back for the week again... XD
Miss Her again.. Even Though it was only a week ago seeing her
Smile~~ So cute smile..hahax..
hey.... must be my camera sumthing wrong.. Suki is taller than shan? Or is it same height?
Look It's Shan~~!! Scream
Looks like can make a comic here..
Everyone is happy talking...
Until i said "I think i'm a Fucktard"
Shan gives tht cold face..
Suki Got Stunned..
Howard got nothing to say...
Suki: We KNOW, Jian..
Shan Laughs~
Woots.. Nasi Lemak..
KLCC View... Seriously... How many times have i takeng this damn building pics..
Like more than 10 times... WTF!!
The LiShan
I Not Love you LiShan Chan
Miss Her again.. Even Though it was only a week ago seeing her
Smile~~ So cute smile..hahax..
hey.... must be my camera sumthing wrong.. Suki is taller than shan? Or is it same height?
Look It's Shan~~!! ScreamLooks like can make a comic here..
Everyone is happy talking...Until i said "I think i'm a Fucktard"
Shan gives tht cold face..
Suki Got Stunned..
Howard got nothing to say...
Suki: We KNOW, Jian..
Shan Laughs~
Woots.. Nasi Lemak..
KLCC View... Seriously... How many times have i takeng this damn building pics..
Like more than 10 times... WTF!!
The LiShan
I Not Love you LiShan Chan
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Just Yesterday you said you loved me
That there was nobody else above me
that i was yours and you were mine
that there was no limits to our skies
But then you had to put our love on hold
when it came to making love it wasn't you anymore
and now your telling me to leave
I gotta walk out the door
cant you see that this is killing me
Its hurting my soul
oh baby
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you goooo
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please dont ask of me to let you goooo
Let me start
By telling you I love you with all my heart
But i cant understand the reason
When you tell me your leaving
Girl me and you were suppose to be forever and ever
Now instead of being in love
Its like we are use to each other
How could we do this to each other
We use to ride for each other
Die for each other
Cry for each other
Now its like all we wanna do is say is bye to each other
I cant let this happen
I refuse to lose you
I love you baby
Its the truth as usual
I wanna make you happy
Girl it aint hard to see
you mean the world to me
we had been though it all
thick or thin right or wrong
I cant let you go 'cause this love is too strong
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you go
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let yo go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you go
Look baby just tell me what you want
Look baby just tell me what you need
Look baby i know im far from perfect
But the game and the money they can take cause its worthless
I know its hard to deal with my life
I know its hard to deal with all the gossip
I done seen em wit this one
I done seen em wit that one
But everything they say is monotonous
Cant you hear it in my voice
Mami you know your my heart my soul my love
And I swear to you baby
I just want to give you my heart my soul my love
I know we can work this out
I know we can
Baby lets try
But one thing I wont do is let this love die
(Is let this love die)
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you goooo
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you goooo
Believe me, yes Im trying to let you go
But the only thing I get from it is all this crying
Tell me how am I suppose to let you goooo
no no noooo
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you go
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you gooo
(no i just cant let you go)
That there was nobody else above me
that i was yours and you were mine
that there was no limits to our skies
But then you had to put our love on hold
when it came to making love it wasn't you anymore
and now your telling me to leave
I gotta walk out the door
cant you see that this is killing me
Its hurting my soul
oh baby
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you goooo
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please dont ask of me to let you goooo
Let me start
By telling you I love you with all my heart
But i cant understand the reason
When you tell me your leaving
Girl me and you were suppose to be forever and ever
Now instead of being in love
Its like we are use to each other
How could we do this to each other
We use to ride for each other
Die for each other
Cry for each other
Now its like all we wanna do is say is bye to each other
I cant let this happen
I refuse to lose you
I love you baby
Its the truth as usual
I wanna make you happy
Girl it aint hard to see
you mean the world to me
we had been though it all
thick or thin right or wrong
I cant let you go 'cause this love is too strong
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you go
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let yo go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you go
Look baby just tell me what you want
Look baby just tell me what you need
Look baby i know im far from perfect
But the game and the money they can take cause its worthless
I know its hard to deal with my life
I know its hard to deal with all the gossip
I done seen em wit this one
I done seen em wit that one
But everything they say is monotonous
Cant you hear it in my voice
Mami you know your my heart my soul my love
And I swear to you baby
I just want to give you my heart my soul my love
I know we can work this out
I know we can
Baby lets try
But one thing I wont do is let this love die
(Is let this love die)
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you goooo
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you goooo
Believe me, yes Im trying to let you go
But the only thing I get from it is all this crying
Tell me how am I suppose to let you goooo
no no noooo
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you go
No I just cant let you go
No I just cant let you go
(Nooo)
Cant you see Im slowly dying
But Im gonna keep on trying
Please don't ask of me to let you gooo
(no i just cant let you go)
