there are some company that are very 'tall nose'. especially the one i worked before:

 sunderland bakery sdn bhd.

 they do not appreciate their workers.
 they do not let you buy their products even though u worked there before.


 Not just that, they would backstab you and talk shit about you. Saying that i always go there and laze around and sweep the floor. The fuck! i bake 2000 to 3000 fucking cookies everyday, comes early and bake cupcakes and prepare lots of other pastry stuff.

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Thinking thinking thinking.

I had so much time to think.

A long period to indulge into myself.

I gaze upon the dark sky.

Listening to the raindrops knocking on my window.

Pondering.

i realize something.

I have reach to the point where i look upon thy.

On the other side of the mirror

Is this who you really are?

Achievements. What did you ever achieve?

Life. Is this the life you want.

Now i know. I don't want to be you.

The time i had.

All to myself.

I want to change.

Someone better than you.

So i turn around. I say goodbye.

To myself.

My old self.

On the journey of soul searching

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sigh.. i really lost my passion for blogging.
i guess its because i told myself last year that i want to change.
into someone who don't rant so much on the internet.
stop depending on people.

and i guess im now partially a psychopath.
sigh.. life is boring.
ain't there anything exciting besides my usually daily routine.

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wishlist?
well.. the top priority that i want right now is

A Hermes Belt

Hermes Belt

 A 27 inch LED monitor or 32 inch LCD TV

27 inch LED monitor

 32 inch LCD TV

A 2TB internal hard disk

and get a better job

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International suit up day is coming up in 2 days..

owhh.. i love you so much suit..

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On monday, everything for assignment was taken that night and editted on thursday and finalized on friday..
so here we have quite a good assignment video i have

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god.. it hurts..
mixed emotion.... chaos in my mind..
clash of personality and identity.....
annoyance... Please get lost.
shit shit shit shit shit shit..
i wanna go somewhere and SHOUT!!!!

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A night out

A night out.. what did i do? did i have an awesome night?
the pictures says it all

If u don't know what's the green thing.
Its a glowing bottle with glowing liquid.
Good to drink

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Cab - BAD

It feels just like it was yesterday
We were in love
Why's it falling apart
I've never been one to walk away
But I've had enough
And it's breaking my heart

Cause you love me just the way that you should
It's nothing that you do
No it's nothing you say
Yeah baby, I know that you're good
But I don't want a good girl No, not today

Cause I want it bad I want a bad girl, baby, bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I want a bad girl, baby, bad I want it bad

I want a girl who stays out too late
And when I call
She doesn't answer the phone
Oh, I want a girl who likes it her way
And through it all
I know I'll end up alone
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_cab/bad.html ]
Yeah yeah, you love me just the way that you should
It's nothing that you do No no, it's nothing you say
Oh pretty baby, I know that you're good
But I don't want a good girl, No not today Mmm

Cause I want it bad I want a bad girl, baby, bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I wanna fight I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad I want a bad girl, baby, bad I want it bad

I'm getting sick of predictable Tired of acting logical
Oh yeah, I gotta shake it up tonight
Yeah girl I want something physical
Not something invisible, oh yeah
I'm tired of being good, let's be bad
I want a bad girl baby, bad
And I want a love that's crazy, yeah

I want a bad girl, baby, bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah I wanna fight
I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad I want a bad girl, baby, bad
I want a love that's crazy, yeah
I wanna fight I wanna rock and roll and party all night
Yeah, I want it bad


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_cab/#share

A song that i'm into right now... Somewhere, i want someone like this..

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Last night was a fucked up day.

i dunno what to say right now.

Somthing that wasn't suppose to be there. Just happen to be there.

For the first time since i was 15, It started to beat.

My heart.

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